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"Time Flies When You're
Having Fun"
Elizabeth Caldwell Hirschman
and Morris Holbrook
Needless to say, it was very flattering being
asked to tell 'the story' of how "Consumer, Fantasies,
Feelings and Fun" was written. It was also kind of stunning
to realize that twenty years had gone by since it was published.
Holy cow! Where did the time go? After thinking about that major
existential issue for a moment (i.e., it can't have been twenty
years ago, I'm still only 25 years old, OK, I guess I must have
been five years old then), I realized that the time had gone
where good time (as opposed to hard time) always goes into
living and exploring stuff that was, and is, interesting-and
fun.
Back in 1982, Morris Holbrook and I were living across from each
other on 86th Street and Riverside Drive in New York City. Morris
is still there. In the meantime, I have moved to Connecticut
and New Jersey, but still make bi-annual treks back into The
City to see Morris, the old neighborhood, and have lunch on the
Upper West Side. Just as the Upper West Side seems both familiar
and novel to me on these treks, so does the idea of thinking
about the paper Morris and I wrote back in '82. I remember its
ideas and emotions. How could I forget; by the time all the revisions
were done on it, I think both Morris and I had memorized every
line by heart! At the time we were writing we were both lowly
assistant professors; he at Columbia, me at NYU. We had no clue
about how 'the field' operated, about the trajectory of academic
careers, about how things were supposed to be done or who was
supposed to do them. This was probably very fortunate for both
of us, because if we had realized how presumptuous we were and
how out-of-line our ideas were and how futile such radical efforts
usually were, we never would have written it. Instead we would
have played it smart and safe, followed the wise ways of our
elders, minded our business, and behaved ourselves. (Boy, I like
to think that's what we would have done, if we had been better
in-formed. But in all honesty, we probably would have just gone
on and written the paper anyway. We were stubborn, reckless and
obnoxious like that).
"I do truly believe
that it is best for people to
do the kind of science that suits them best..."
I do truly believe that it is best for people to do the kind
of science that suits them best; and I also truly believe that
we do our very best science when we are free to choose both the
topic and the method. Trying to be like others, to mimic their
style or follow in their footsteps is a sure path to personal
unhappiness and crushed creativity. Morris and I , in our ignorance,
idealism and minority-of-two mentality, simply sat down and wrote
about consumption as we actually experienced it - full of daydreams,
emotional responsiveness, impulsivity, music, imaginary events,
playtime, recreation, vacation, playing hooky and all those other
aspects of existence that so characterized our own lives - and
continue to do so. At this point I have been running around the
planet for a long time and no one, ever has commented that I
seemed particularly organized or systematic or analytical. Oh,
I've had my moments; I do manage to pay bills, compute grades,
develop course syllabi, and write up the list of references at
the end of papers. How-ever, these activities are a struggle
and I minimize (run away from) them as best I can.
Morris and my great conceit
and hypothesis was that other people/consumers acted in the same
disorganized, imaginative, spontaneous way we did. They might
see a car that they really liked the moment they laid eyes on
it and then spend the rest of the day concocting a sound, financially
sober rationale as to why it was the best alternative available.
(That's how we bought cars). They
might hear a live band or album, be completely overwhelmed by
how wonderful the music was, and go buy every recording available
by that performer (That's
how we bought records). They might get an idea that was completely,
overwhelmingly interesting and just pursue it for weeks and months
(or even years) until they had figured out its meaning. (That's
how we did, and do, research). In essence, this was the message
and motivation behind "Experiential Consumption". Life
and consumption are not activities we can reason or plan our
way through. They are adventures, victories, tragedies, challenges;
they can twist and turn in unknowable ways; they are both familiar
and mysterious.
So do I have any closing words of wisdom? Only these: Devote
yourself to the mysteries that most intrigue you, pursue those
challenges that most stir your soul, and have a great, happy,
wonderful time while you're doing it!
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